IMPORTANT UPDATE - 28/9/25

Hallo folks!

I hope everyone doing great today!

Firstly, I'd like to say, I'm sorry for disappointing you folks. But, I have urgent news to tell you guys.

Since early 2025 (late March) I've been struggling with my health. The most notorious one was mostly related to stomach pain. If it's just a quick pain that can be fixed with medicine in hours, I don't really mind. The problem however it usually took longer than that. Obviously there's something wrong with it. So, I decided to visit the doctor a week ago.

Well, long short story,

• Apparently, I have a colon cancer.

Fortunately, It's gone. I had a quick surgery 3 days ago, and I'm feeling a bit better today. Unfortunately, since "it's" already been there for years, it might have spread a little too much. So, there will be another chemo for the next months. Hopefully, it won't spread again.

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I have some irl friend that has the same interest in rendering. I taught them how to render since mid-late 2024 ago. They were an art school graduate, but they used to work as a waitress. I saw their work have gotten better last week. In fact, their style might be a bit too similar like mine. Maybe I can promote them to continue my art style, or to take over this page?

• I'll promote their page here on my page and my Bluesky. But, finger crossed, I can't force them to upload their works online.

As for my comic, I also can't force them to continue working on my comic. I just need you folks to understand. Honestly, I don't have the energy to continue working on comic since May ago. I keep pushing myself, hoping the pain to go away. But, I guess my body has limit. I rarely exercise, rarely eat healthy, I have a problem with my sleep schedule, and now my mind filled with constant loneliness and jumbled of negative thoughts.

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I will go through lots of therapy. Hopefully it'll get better in 3-4 months. But, In case if it get worse, then I have to close this page. I don't want people to keep subbing me, despite I'm no longer existed making content. That will be a waste of money for you, folks.

• But, if I made it out, I'll continue working on smaller sets / comic. So, pray for me.

Lastly, all I'm asking it's your understanding. As a realist, I don't really cling to stay "afloat", but if I wasn't meant to stay "afloat", I guess, that's the way it is then. But for now, I have to try to stay "afloat".

That's all for now. Thank you for reading this post.

With love,

rrolled.

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P.s.,

I will still make content, But probably even lesser than before. I need to regain my strength first this month.