Behind the scenes - Traum (Script)

Good evening, this is Miss Sen

So, yeah, I've had a bit of a seasonal blues this month, but fret not, I have been writing, and I have finished recording the takes for Traum.

I have pondered what I wanted to write next, and there seems to be a lot of demand for drugplay and the such, the use of fictional mind altering substances, the reproduction of the effects of narcotics or psychedelics through trance. So, I wrote a thing about a fictional substance named Traum, which is not unlike opium. A much safer and cheaper experience, though!

The following contains mind enchantment language, viewer's discretion is advised:

[SCRIPT]

Deeper and deeper down.

Relaxed, and ready for this narcotic inducing experience.

Being receptive and compliant is easy, when there is the promise of more pleasure following.

Knowing that even the process itself is falling into pleasurable velvet - well, i'm sure that opens you up.

With rejoice, we announce that:

Our dark mistress casts a message into the void.

Perfidious, insidious - serpentine - it slithers (ofc) from the abysses of the cosmos, till it reaches your precious little head - smooothly sliding in your brain, it unfolds its teachings.

This "message" can take any or all form, shape, meaning that's comfortable with you. You may see it as a scroll of parchment. It may also very well be a an UI showing a message, letters, words overlaid over your vision, your own HUD. It might appear as an enveloppe, sealed with wax bearing the coat of arms of an unknown, but familiar dynasty. It may just be entirely and completely auditory, without devices, or rather, powered by your own device, your own capabilities at the perception of sound and other senses, born within your brain. 

The thing is, you don't have to visualize it as a physical object at all, you don't need to hear it with your eyes, or see it with your ears, you don't really have to do anything at all but to continue listening... though those who enjoy building this type of extra-sensory, 'hallucinogenic' if-you-will, perception - know it can be a great tool to visualize information through objects, to build useful associations.

Relations. And they end up forming complex trees of related, associated concepts and triggers. The emotions, meanings that we give to archetypes and  symbolism, condensed in a carefully crafted mental image may help deepening the trance, bring additional meaning forward and simply bring about more and more complete immersion. For some, simply continuing to drift to my hazy song and call, without a care in the world, is what's best. Remembering that the easiest path is usually the best path in entrancement, also, conveniently, is the one that you're most likely to choose from when you're relaxing like that. 

The message is being delivered according to your preferred method of delivery.

The message of my darkened mistress has such a mysterious, erotic scent.

A smell of incense, mysterious, esoteric, oriental, dreams of a tall pink flower.

Smell it with your eye.

It's such a sweet honeypot.

One you can't wait to fall into, and you've already fallen into it.

Sweet syrupy viscousness you have started hearing, seeing, on your HUD, on the letter, on the parchment, in your head... 

It's there. It makes you hazy to know that

Neurotransmitters are molecules allowing communication within and beyond the nervous system, little messages. It's very complex, and this is not a biology class - so for you right now, they're bits of information being sent from one part of that complex organ that is your brain - to another.

In particular, dopamine is a biochemical coupound that directly influences behavior in humans. It is responsible for the sensation of pleasure and essential in its role as a positive behavioral reinforcement stimulus.

So you can tell where I'm going ; you can tell my words are becoming more and more enticing, more absolutely enthralling, pleasurable, honeyed.

Since you knew what to expect before listening, since you chose to listen with that knowledge, sooner or later, this relaxing hazy euphoria completely takes over.

My words, her message. Their message. Our message. Our message of words, of worlds, of little molecular information devices in your brain doing what they're told, and they're being told to drown you in a calm euphoria, the likes you have seldom experienced.

Within this self-messaging framework, this, hmm - experiencing yourself , by yourself , for yourself - the presence of an enticing, darkened cloud of vapor is settling over your mind. Some may see it as blood red. Some may see it as Crimson. Some may see it as Purple. For some it is pure Darkness or blankness overtaking them. Deepening them. Experiencing the fog as delicious clouds, vaporous, almost imperceptible but a very subperceptual or subconscious, luscious rapturing presence envelopping you; or you may experience the drug as a thick obscuring, entrancing, deepening, intoxicating smoke.

Those privileged and trusted enough to inhale Traum smoke or vapor may start to feel a little different immediately or after a few minutes.

Typically, one may start to notice a little rush, a spark of comfort, twirling around your spine, spiralling up or spiralling down, maybe spiralling up then down. Obviously, your perception of this exotic narcotic is subjective. I can only evoke, guide, describe a range of possible effects, and you may find those effects that seem most attractive come forward naturally. Mind cloudy. Body heavy. 

Feeling that initial rush grow more and more. A comfort turning into a subtle creeping, aching euphoria humming through you. Float along now. Let the perfumed vapor take over with its discreet assurance that more and more pleasure will come, as long as you keep going under. And yes, you do, since it's effortless to let go when letting go feels this incredible. Letting this promise of evergrowing pleasure take over is perhaps not the only logical conclusion, but it's definitely the one that seems the most attractive to you in this very moment.

Surrounded by warm, pleasurable tingles of electricity, sensations sharpening on your skin. Syrupy euphoria building within but also above and so below, more and more. Just being inundated, covered, pleasantly invaded by the cloud. Each word being a certain amount of this mist-E smoke being inhaled. The more you listen, the more it stacks up, multiplies, bubbles up into indescriptible amounts of pleasure few have experienced. Yes, some part of you may be deeply lost into this comfortable euphoric process, experiencing the warm vapor becoming thicker and thicker - but the other part is paying perfect attention, and the more it does, the more it builds up, more euphoria being added ontop of the existing euphoria. This cluster grows exponentially, and as it does, the more absorbed you become in how you chose to experience this mysterious dream-inducing drug. 

It pleases me to see it pleases you to continue losing yourself in this darkened haze, following the trail of more and more pleasure, a warm sparkly tingling everywhere, so very sleepy tired. Feeling safe and knowing you can snap out of this trance at any time, but why would you when it feels so good and there is no side effects besides showing more and more appreciation towards my sweet entrancing audio. Traum feels so nice, and you wanted to dream, so you dreamt. And it feels very nice to dream on Traum, so why wouldn't you indulge? *giggles* Good. 

The vaporous fluid seems to be coiling and twirling around you, exerting more and more of a push and pull, as if it wanted to bind you into place. It's kinda like trance: it can't actually - physically - restrict movement, though it may provoke a reduced desire to move, if that idea is exciting to you. You can imagine how the hazy substance is swirling around you, slithering around and softening your muscles. Deepening you. Plunging you into a deep , euphoric, narcotic state at the frontier of deep sleep. The better you feel, the more difficult it becomes to move, except to adjust your body into a more comfortable position and feel deeper and more comfortable when you do so. Feeling this all-encompassing comforting euphoric pleasure completely take over. As it does, you are reaching the state experienced users call "Traümerie". Traümerie is a deeply entranced altered state of consciousness that bridges wakefulness and sleep into a euphoric dreamlike state, where images start to form. Enticing scenarios. Pleasant explorations of worlds unreal or unknown. Surreal scenes you'd fully expect to belong in a dream, except they have the  vividity, the same lucidity as ordinary perception.

I can't describe that reverie for you. Your subconscious mind has probably already decided what scene you want to be immersed in, what scenario it wants you to be a part of in this dream. And yes, I do suggest your Traümerie, if that's welcome, to be intensely erotic, containing scenarios of total sexual rapture. I can say, though, that this is a very exciting, pleasant exploration of another facet of your consciousness, the part of you that daydreams or nightdreams, and it shall guide you through metaphorical gardens of wonders, crystal palaces of sacred thoughts, jungles of gentle healing massages. As you reach this state more absolutely, the euphoria steps back a bit, letting that drowsiness increases by that same amount or more. The sleepy, cloudy mindstate a catalyst for dreaming. A catalyst for Traümerie. And since it's oh so delicious, oh so enticing, oh so relaxing, letting the Traümerie state take over is the only reasonable path.

As you are approaching the end of this recording, you have a faint memory that this file has no awakener. It has been designed this way so you can drift off in that gentle reverie state for as long as that's comfortable with you, or gently fall deeply asleep for the night or for a nap.

Remembering the dream and the pleasant feelings you felt. Deeply envelopped in warm euphoria as you drift off... to sleep.