...oh my god.
Added 2023-08-11 19:53:09 +0000 UTCY'all. I literally want to cry right now.
I just set up my new webcam. It looks SO much better!!! 😭
For years, I have been using Zak's old computer that he had from his other workplace. They gave him a new one, my laptop was the slowest piece of garbage ever (and I do 90% of RiVerse's administrative + content creation work) but I couldn't afford a new one. So, he gave me this computer. It's pretty old. It's still pretty slow. BUT, I can actually film and edit content on it so it's been super helpful for RiVerse's business, the RiVerse Live channel and, now, my own K-Pop With Khadija channel.
BUT, I've just been using all the old hardware he gave me. It isn't top notch, by any means. I've just been grateful to have it. I was going to just go and buy the same relatively inexpensive webcam it came with, but there was a sale at the store that ended yesterday so I was able to get a slightly better quality camera for the same price.
AND IT LOOKS SO MUCH BETTER ALREADY! And the microphone quality is so much better, too!!! I literally want to cry, I'm so happy. (There's a lot of deeper stuff here, related to me not remembering that I am WORTHY of having nice things - #BWVL, it's a daily practice, y'all... 🥺)
Obviously, the goal is to grow this channel to a point that I can start re-investing back into it. The entire point of this Patreon page is for me to be able to focus on creating YouTube content and making this into something that I can potentially live off of, while I continue my music career. THIS IS THE FIRST GIFT Y'ALL HAVE GIVEN ME! I bought this new webcam 100% with the money I've saved from Patreon donations. YOU just made the first real investment into the K-Pop With Khadija channel!
I'm gagged. I don't even think I'm explaining this properly, but... I'm just so excited. I can't believe this actually happened. It may seem small - one piece of hardware, upgraded - but just the fact that you made this possible is a BIG fucking deal. Thanks for helping my channel grow, friends!
Okay, that's all. I'm freaking out. Byeeeeeee.
Comments
Us kpop fans have to stick together!!
Heather Judge
2023-08-18 22:20:22 +0000 UTCSeriously!! And if we can keep focusing on the little things that bring us joy... we'll always share happiness together! 💚 thanks so much for your support, Heather!
Khadija
2023-08-18 22:16:18 +0000 UTCThank you, lovely! 💚
Khadija
2023-08-18 22:15:13 +0000 UTCAwww me too! And you're so right - I'm focusing on all the little blessings I have these days and I'm seriously so grateful 💚
Khadija
2023-08-18 22:15:03 +0000 UTCLol I gotta play with the settings cuz I don't know what's what hahahaha. But I'll get some new videos for y'all soon!
Khadija
2023-08-18 22:14:29 +0000 UTCYayyyy!! love you so much can’t wait to see 😃
colby James Williamson
2023-08-12 15:18:32 +0000 UTCLove that, It’s always the little things that add up over time, I’m glad the little mishap gave you a new opportunity in the form of a nice webcam
johnnyxtsunami
2023-08-12 05:30:37 +0000 UTCYou definitely deserve it
Deja
2023-08-11 20:32:51 +0000 UTCI know it's just a little thing in the grand scheme of the universe but sometimes the small things make us the happiest. I am so glad you were able to get a good quality webcam and I look forward to your future videos.
Heather Judge
2023-08-11 20:08:39 +0000 UTC