Work/content + irl status update
Added 2023-04-23 20:22:41 +0000 UTCHey folks!
So, first one - the work and content. Updates for: Skyrim LE, Fallout New Vegas, Oblivion, DOS 2 (major) and Skyrim SE/AE (midterm) will be all released for patrons on May. All are in the work now, some being already on the finishing line 👀
Second one - irl. Yesterday, I couldn't help myself but to think I'm not vocal enough with my gratitude to all the support over the last months, to you. I know that, most likely, that's not the case on practice, but this this thought still ran through my head several times.
Currently, I'm fighting constantly triggering PTSD symptoms and almost never-ending anxiety thanks to the war. My gf's dad is in one of the hottest spots at the Donbas frontlines. Gf is in constant depression and crying during the nighttime, having troubles with sleep. During the last year, I've attended to 3 funerals, last one - today. At today's one one, I saw my neighbors being buried. At the other 2 funerals, these were my own friends. All of them went to defend our country since the first days of the full-scale invasion.
Sometimes, I just want to close my eyes and appear at my bed during a nighttime. Sometimes, it's hard to breathe. But what's also important, I find a solitude through work. I didn't make Twitch streams in last few weeks simply because my face was not good enough for entertaining others. But, I'm actively working on the modding guide updates and the new videos I'll be releasing actively soon.
I thank you for your support, for your kind words and for being awesome. It's not the best time in my life, but I'll make it through it for sure.
Thanks for being with me meanwhile 💖
