Jerrie

JAYBOOK(PG4)

Added 2018-06-03 04:17:35 +0000 UTC

Lee is my most damn right personal OC. You wouldnt know it by the ''adult'' Jay...but the kid Jay was picked on a lot...It was hard for me to make friends. even in adult hood its hard. when I make them, i tend to get on their nerves ,because I can talk way too much. sorry for that. I am just a weird dude.Hopefully I am better now at not getting on folks nerves. thankfully I had this OC. thankfully, when the teasing got too much...drawing her in a sketchbook made me feel better. I cant explain it...if you are an artist also reading this, maybe I dont have to. art and music is where I retreat to...its where I can be free of my troubles. frustrates me I'm not the artist I want to be.when I got the bad review, I drew Lee smiling. when I had pneumonia and was near death in the hospital...I begged my wife to bring me my sketch book...it was in my car...I had driven to the er sick as a dog...and damn near crawled into the hospital... I was too weak to draw...I looked at my drawings of Lee.then when my strength returned I went full speed ahead drawing her . all day in my hospital room. THIS OC...let me tell you...if I let you draw her...or if I draw your OC in scenes with her...you mean something to me. seriously. Lee ,Sleeker, and Neva Knownes are OCs I take very seriously. seems crazy talking about comic characters like that...maybe that's what I am...maybe...I am an obsessive drawer. my art bag travels with me EVERYWHERE. even if I don't draw. its with me. home...work, market, laundry mat. visiting my family or friends...everywhere.when I get a free moment. I draw. mostly...I draw Lee.