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I Have Colon Cancer (Sorta, Not Really, its Complicated)

Added 2024-07-30 20:45:22 +0000 UTC

First off, it's more accurate to say that I most likely have the condition that should it remain untreated will become colon cancer, but that doesn't quite fit in the title quite as easily. Anywho, the good news is that we caught it early, the bad news is that although it usually takes years to turn into cancer sometimes that timetable is short for some people. Operation is probably in about 3 months, and provided things are good I should be fine, and although there is always the chance something goes wrong, in the grand scheme of things I got dealt a pretty good hand. Full transparency there is still a chance that it's basically nothing but that chance is very small.

Despite all that good news I've been having a panic attack for the last hour and feel like I'm going to throw up. If ya'll could help me afford a few months of anti-anxiety meds I'd appreciate it because I am barely functional atm.

Might need to do some emergency commissions as staying in the city, and getting in and out is gonna be costly but we'll cross that bridge when we get there.

Anywho, hope ya'll are having a good Monday. I'm gonna go lie down for awhile and try not to cry.