A little preview of one of the shoots I did in New Orleans :) unfortunately I got stabbing cramps right before I started shooting and so far theyβve never gone away π... I mean at least lupus means Iβve got a high pain tolerance. So that definitely made it difficult to hold certain poses but at least itβs not obvious by my face lol. Over my 8 years of modeling Iβve had many shoots where itβs so cold outside and Iβm half naked so my body is uncontrollably shivering until right when the camera the points at me and itβs time to take photos. Then suddenly Iβm not even shivering for a bit until the camera isnβt pointed at me anymore and then itβs back to not being able to control my reaction to the cold haha.. I really do not know why I feel like I canβt control it normally and then suddenly itβs no longer an issue.. but I think perhaps thatβs the same skill set that allows me take photos in while in a lot of pain but in normal everyday life the same cramps would affect the things Iβm able to do and affect the look on my face. Anyway, Iβm excited for this shoot and think it turned out really pretty and sensual. This is just a preview of one of the poses and locations that we shot at.