Semi hiatus and life
Added 2020-11-29 13:25:59 +0000 UTCHeyo
Sorry of the lack of posts, I'm lacking inspiration and being too much stressed. Last week I got a dental abcess it's being painful and annoying. Today i'm gonna go to my grand parents house, my grandmother must go to the hospital (organs descent, idk the exact teerm in english) so I'll be with my grand father to not let him alone and take care of them for a few days. It depends of the hospitalisation, if everything is good I'll feel better, but if not... eeeh I prefer to not think about it.
This year was a bit exhausting for me. My family situation, friend situation was awful. It's like sinking each year more an more. I'm tired.
For my work, I'm inefficient and incompetant, I'm too slow for commissions, I'm struggling too hard to find inspiration and joy, I feel guilty when i do fanarts or arts for myself because the commission list does not clean up as fast as it should, I'm sorry about it.
I want to have again the joy I used to have years and years ago. I feel empty.
Comments
Courage pour la suite plus tard, je te souhaite un bon rétablissement à toi ainsi qu'a ta grand-mère.
Nakil
2020-11-30 19:41:28 +0000 UTC
