i'm awake. i do not want to be.
but i woke up a couple hours ago and my nose ring ball fell out for the 6th time this week and i'm...tired. if this piercing wasn't something i've wanted and prepped for for almost a decade, i may have just removed it. my second most expensive piercing to date.
i need to get a different nose ring.
i need to get back to sleep..but now I'm thinkin too much about them and they and we and us and why aren't things working out the way they should have? bc they really could have..
oh well.
i hope to sleep soon.
my ramblings are so....melancholic sometimes. next post will be lighter in spirit—like the beautiful clouds you came here for..
n-joi 💛