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Added 2022-01-31 00:48:34 +0000 UTCI need another distraction.
At a time where I'd rely on my words to help me express and understand what I'm feeling...my mind is empty save for three words.
No, four. Four words. Three lil shmall, heavy ones and the last is your name.
Damn, I love the way your name feels on my lips, tastes on my tongue…
Such a shame i gotta say it into empty space, like speaking to a brick wall.
And for the three little anvil words...
143 has several meanings.
The three could be anything.
I wonder what you think they are, what you want them to be…
And I don't wanna care. But i do.
I can't get your name out of my head, my phone, my heart.
It kinda pisses me off, if I'm honest.
I forget everything i wanna remember but you.
I know it's because i don't really wanna forget
But your silence is so…. your absence would be much less painful if i did.
