sadboi chronicles #2
Added 2021-04-13 10:23:00 +0000 UTCSinging -- 24 March 2021 3:36AM
I've got the point where singing doesn't help anymore.
I can sing til I'm hoarse
Sing til I'm out of words
Sing til it hurts
But I'm still not out of tears
Still not out of pain
Still not out of the dark
How can I set myself free
When singing doesn't help
Singing used to be my release
My escape
My solace
But now it's just a thing i do
And the feelings are too much
And the darkness is too dark
How do I set myself free
Singing is no longer the key
To my light
My weightlessness
My joy
I feel trapped
I need a way out
I want to run from these feelings
But where do i even go
I want to hide in the light
How to get there, i don't know
I just want to be okay
But singing isn't the way
Anymore
How do I get okay
When my thing, my one thing
My voice
Fails me
Digs an even deeper hole and i cannot get away
I miss the feeling
The smile
The groove
Flying away
I miss being anywhere but here
I miss singing
Being my safe place
My wrecking room
My therapy
When will I get it back
Will i ever feel good again
