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sadboi chronicles #1

I want you -- August 2020


I wanna be alone

but i want you

Dont wanna stare at the phone

but i want you

Waiting for you to say “hey”

Waiting for you to brighten my day


It’s hurting me to say

but i want you

They’re trying to pull me away

but i want you

Why is it so hard for me

To let me just be me…..

around you


I’m constantly making myself smaller

Making myself taller

Trying to feel worthy of any attention

Any love that you give me

I’m losing my mind, tearing myself apart

Yet still i want to love you with all my heart

And i do


I can’t stay here but

i want you

Even when i disappear 

i still want you

You are the being that kept me going all these years

Maybe that’s why i can’t stop all these tears


I want you

I want you

I want you

I want you


Now i feel lonely

I’m told that since it feels like i’m alone

I may as well be


But i’d rather feel lonely with you


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