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BLOG: Can’t sleep.

Added 2021-01-15 10:03:57 +0000 UTC

Not sure why I can’t sleep but thought I’d share a few thoughts...

Don’t be afraid to to state your boundaries plainly. Say what you mean and mean what you say. In the past week I’ve had to stand my ground on what I want and what I need. It’s felt good AF. I think mostly because these boundaries were directed at men. I hate to say it but my boundaries are a lot clearer with women than they are with men. However, this week I felt real growth and so empowered telling both of these men what I can’t do and also what I need from them to move forward. This is Erica btw.

2nd thought...

I really feel like all my dreams are being actualized and I can’t believe I get to hang out with my BFF everyday and interview people from all over place. I had a moment the other day where we were being interviewed by another Podcaster. She’s white, very lower east side New York and I probably would never have talked to her under any other circumstance. Yet, there I was telling her my 12 year old masturbation stories within the first 20 minutes of meeting. I love that. I love that podcasting forces me to meet people I otherwise would have no interest in befriending. We may not be BFF’s but we’ve exchanged something personal and are now forever connected in some strange way. That’s what Podcasting is like. I really do love it.

Thought 3...

I found a new porn site per someone’s suggestion here. It’s Tastyblacks.com. Yes, the name is terrible but it all black porn with a great group of genres. I watched a few tonight and was pleased 😊

Thought 4....

Lately I’ve been feeling insecure about my age and aging. I spotted 3 gray baby hairs and fasho have at least 20 in the middle of my head. I see my face changing and it’s freaking me the TF out. I’m trying not to be shallow but please lord, make it stop.

Thought 5...

Money flows easily to me and in abundance.

Ok, I need to take my ass to sleep. It 2am and Irie has Zoom School ☠️

Night night.