DOCTOR'S ORDERS. (WITH UPDATE ON 5/30/25)

May 30, 2025

I'm just gonna update this message here...

Well, it's almost been a month and meds are still not stabilized. I have an appointment in 3 weeks to discuss a surgery I need. However, these meds, along with the pain, really are doing a number on my heart and blood pressure. Needless to say that I still don't know what's going to be happening yet so my hiatus is still gonna be happening, unfortunately. I obviously will be keeping the billing pause active, once again meaning that you guys don't have to do anything and still won't be charged until I can get some answers. I just wish I can know already when that will be so we can move on, you know?

Anyway, yea... I wish I had better news, but like I said, I will keep this updated as soon as I am updated.

Fucken sigh tho.... fucken sigh.

Thanks again for all the love and patience guys, like SERIOUSLY! 💙

(Original message)

Guys, I really really tried to keep things together but unfortunately, there was only so much I could take. After more than 5 years of non stop making vids, plus my health gradually deteriorating (lately faster than ever) finally caught up to me. After hospitalizations and constant major pain and depression/anxiety episodes, it's been recommended by my doctors to finally take a much needed break. Therefore, I will be pausing all billing for a month.

If you are not familiar with what this is, it just means that you will not be charged for the next month at all but you'll still have access to the vids you get, so you don't have to do anything.

Now, I doubt very very much that I will need more time than that, but I will definitely keep you updated if anything changes.

From the bottom of my heart, (and I guess my sanity too) I truly want to apologize to all of you for it being so sudden like this, I really didn't want to like blue ball yous guys, but apparently, it's very needed.

Hopefully I can get all these new meds balanced to where I am able to function and think somewhat clearer.

Thank you guys soooooooooo friggin much, as always, for believing in me and all the love I've felt from you. Hopefully I can get back to a place I feel safe enough so we can hit the ground running again.

I love u guys so much and holy shit am I grateful for you!💙 See you soon!