Dashie Li

WHAT'S GOING ON WITH ME

Added 2024-07-21 14:28:24 +0000 UTC

Hey everyone, I just needed to keep you guys posted on what's going on with me.

Now, I don't intend for this post to be a tmi type of thing, however, I feel you guys deserve as much honesty as possible without me getting wayyy too into it, so here goes...

I know some of you are aware of my situation, but if you didn't know, I unfortunately live with chronic pain due to spine and joint disease. This lead to a botched spinal surgery, leaving me on permanent disability. Over the past year, my pain has worsened and I have been struggling more than ever, with both my physical and mental health. The past couple of months especially have been the worst, since my insurance stopped covering the meds that help. Doctors have had me try several other meds, but are still not able to find the right combo. So as you can imagine, I started to spiral in a "pain causes depression, depression causes pain" loop over and over. Mental health and self confidence dropped significantly, leaving me feeling alone, worthless and frustrated to where it landed me in the hospital a handful of times.

I am, however, currently being treated with meds and therapy on a regular basis. I feel confident enough right now to say that I'm doing better, little by little, getting back on the horse and will have some videos out very soon.

I'm also looking forward to start voting on what shows we're going to watch since a couple of our shows are ending.

But yea, this message is to not only update you about my situation, but to also thank you soooo fucking much for your patience and support. You guys are seriously seriously SERIOUSLY one of the very few good parts in my life right now and I am so fucking grateful for each and every one of you!

Thank you for taking the time to read this and I friggin love yous guys so friggin much! 💙