July Ramble! (feat. annoying birds, annoying dogs, and annoying gobbo!

Hello Goblin Babe! I've missed you greatly but here's the...

TL;DR for July!

(OH, also, I know the audio quality on this is a little rough, I'm still learning this new mic lol)

💚 I'm sure most of you know that the US has been having some crazy weather issues this summer that are causing damage and creating a lot of unsafe situations. My town has unfortunately been under an unofficial state of emergency for the last few weeks because of this (I know I said things were improving in June but all the bad weather returned even worse in July). I've been doing a lot of volunteer work since part of my professional background is in crisis services. So between starting a new job, helping around town, and trying to make sure I and the dogs have access to food, water, and electricity....it's just been a lot. Also, the people who own the house I live in decided that now (after over a year of me begging) was the perfect time to do massive repairs so my house has been under construction for about a week as well💚

TL;DR for 2024?

💚 Well, I got back from my vacation and got Covid for three weeks. Then my phone broke. So I started using an old phone and that one broke. Then I ordered a new one and it was also broken. Then I had to go on an emergency cross-country road trip and got sick again. And then my laptop broke and then my mic broke 👌👌👌. My dogs also needed about 3 vet visits each over the course of 2 months. Sooo I also started working again so I could afford all of this lol💚

💚 And with all the physical and mental demands of the year, my health tanked and all the progress I had made was basically gone and I was in a worse state than I had been in like 9 months. And, if I can be honest, I'm still really fighting with anxiety and depression on the daily. I'm sorry it's been hard to communicate that (especially considering this is a Girlfriend ASMR channel and not a personal blog lol) and for disappearing. I really am working on finding my goblin spirit again, this past year has just proved that we can't rush rest, recovery, processing, or progress💚

Thank you so much for all the encouraging messages, for enjoying the content, for posting funny pictures on discord, and for reminding me that we're all gonna be ok 💚💚💚

I'm going to continue uploading as often as I can. I promise I'm not quitting yet, just moving at the speed of ADHD 😅

P.S. This ramble got corrupted four times from me trying to make it sound better