Erudwen

Already Wednesday again

Added 2025-05-28 20:26:55 +0000 UTC

The weeks are moving even faster than they used to do now when I am not currently able to record any content. I seriously can't believe it's already been a week since I last posted an update here on Patreon. In my last update I wrote that I will be back into replying to comments, but I have to admit that it is not possible for me in this current state.

I haven't felt this drained in a very long time, my social battery is completely dried up. I don't have the energy to meet friends or even pick up a phone call. And I can't remember how far back this started. Yesterday I got sent home from work, not by my boss but by my colleagues. Im glad I have great colleagues that gives me a reality check about my declining health. I did go back today for a couple of important meetings, I feel so grateful to have a boss that appreciates the work I do, I got a couple of days off to rest up.

Tomorrow is a red day over here in Sweden, it's Kristi himmelsfärdsdag, a religious holiday. Even tho the majority of Sweden is agnostic we do get pretty religious to keep our days off from work. Will I do anything religious tomorrow? No. I will be ordering a couch for my apartment and trying to get some rest. There's not a lot more to do over at the apartment, but it's rough renovating when you're ill. I really do hope I will get my energy back once everything falls into place. Being able to record content once again and just finding a bit more peace in everyday life.

I wish you a wonderful week 🤍