Status of the hiatus (2)

Gooooooood evening everybody!

It’s been another hot minute since my last post early October. I hope everybody has been doing well (and squeaky): I myself had quite some weeks at the clinic, but more about that in a bit. To everybody who’s sent me a message here, on Discord and Deviantart: I’ll be responding in a bit. ;3

So first off: I’m doing a bit better again compared to last month! I’ll save you all the long version of the story, but the clinical treatment has been quite the emotional rollercoaster. With me wanting to flee from the place more than once...or twice. Or trice.

BUT I’m still there, committed to finish my 8 weeks and afterwards the home treatment. Tomorrow marks the 5th week of my treatment, so that also means that I’m at the halfway point of the clinical phase. Have I seen improvement in my anxiety problems? Well...kinda!

It’s a bit hard to explain, but my anxiety comes from a physical action one needs to do. And in that regard I’ve seen little progress (which is what I’d hoped from the treatment). That said, the anxiety/panic surrounding the physical action HAS improved, and the treatment is making me less of an anxious ball of anxiety in general. So it’s 50/50 at this point: On one hand, I’m still hitting a brick wall in my actual issue, on the other hand I’m worrying less about it. That said, I’m holding my fingers crossed the treatment will start to do something with the physical stuff soon though. 🤞

As to my plans in 4 weeks: It’s still my expectation (and goal) to start working on shiny kinky stuff start December. If I’ve counted the days properly, I should be done with the clinical phase on the 2nd of December, and I’m planning to quickly jump (if not right away) back into development of No escape and the “Best Friends Forever” comic somewhere in or after that week. More about that once I’m actually done with the clinical phase though. 💪

So yeah, that’s been a small update on how things are currently standing! It still feels like I’m very much in the middle of things (which I kinda am), but know that ol’ Scriptor is still kicking around and itching to get back to devving rubbery smut. Thank you for reading this post; I hope you all have a good November and to see you again soon!

Love,

Scriptor