This past Friday, my grandmother passed away.
We've been taking care of her here at home for years and that day I found myself physically trying to keep her from leaving us alongside my aunt and my mom.
We did not succeed.
I've been broken for the past 4 days despite trying to keep my chin up acting as if things are ok. I have to strongly swallow any outburst of sadness. I stayed with her in the end and stayed with her as a guarding vigil during the night of her wake. I could not leave her alone.
I can't say more without breaking apart but I wanted to let people know what happened and why I mostly disappeared this weekend when I was getting ready to work on commissions.
I apologize for the further delay and will try to get back on track this week.
Galdor Nailo
2025-02-11 16:57:21 +0000 UTCBeamyfour253
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