[UPDATE] New situation :(

If you have been a patreon for the past couple of months, and follow on the discord, then you'll know that I quitted my job as a Civil Engineer, it was underpaid, and to much work, that end up overwhelming me, and I thought I could just do it with Hentirella.

Sadly life isn't always how we wanted it to be. At first it was good, I could, and still can, pay my bills, rent, and food with this work, so I was living my life. Though as the time passed and life gave me a reality check I started to think about my future and how earning this wouldn't be enough for me to have kids, wife, etc. Also anxiety got me all fixed up thinking about failure and what if I'm not enough. Making me overthink if I really want to keep up and forget about my career.

I don't like my job as an Engineer, I'm going all out here, but atleast that's somehow stable, or that is what I think now. I love doing this JOIs, and reading comments about how you like it, and building our own community of fappy perverts, and it's a lot of fun, but all this new things happening in my life, all the preassure with friends, family and even strangers on the net, got me thinking if I could really let go.

I wish I could, I wish I could just let go my career and just keep doing this, but with how much I am earning now I don't see it yet. For that I added a new goal to my patreon, it's been a while since I updated that, but I added just this simple Goal of earnings, that way if I ever get to reach that ammount of money it'll be around the same I could be making as an Engineer in 1-2 years, so that way I could again consider my options and work full-time as Rella♥

So for now I think I'll start the year again as an engineer, and withstand the workload, and saturations that made me quit, just as everybody else. Atleast until I reach that goal, that if I'm honest I don't have that much faith, but dreams are the last thing that dies.

Obviously I don't think that that dream will be just reached on it's own. Nah, I will still keep making content, and reading to your comments to upgrade it, and every new joi will be better than the best, or at least, that's the goal. I want to keep getting better at this, and even do other type of stuff related to this. I want to try and develope drawing skills, to give life to Rella by my own hand, but that's for the future.

Anyway to much text, I hope you read it all, leave a like if you do, and comment what do you think about it. Is not common for creators to be this open, but I think our relationship goes beyond just consumer and creator, I like to think that my patreons and I have a strong bond, 'cause that's what communities are all about. 

Now be a good boy/girl and listen to Rella: "As always enjoy the fap♥"