September 2025 holes

Hallo everynyan!

It's that time again where i shamelessly whore my ocs out for u guys.. Sorry if the drawings arent as polished as last month and theres not a lot of extra request i can do rn bc im prepping for the new season, I PROMISE THIS IS THE LAST TIME ILL USE THAT EXCUSE BC SEASON 4S DROPPING IN 3 DAYS.. CAN U BELIEVE IT, TIME REALLY FLIES OMG 😭😭 its dropping in 3 days for patreon and 10 days for webtoon and im just so so scared and anxious but i wont yap ur ears off anymore.. if youve been reading my yap for the past 3 months you probably know how stressed out i am 😭 but i guess thats normal..

Doing hole posts helped me with anatomy and narrative pacing A LOT bc sex scenes are basically just fight scenes but with desire instead of violence, and emotions are both central in it n maybe thats why some fight scenes are just so homoerotic ig, ive learned a lot for choreography and storyboarding the nsfw episodes really help me practice and i just pray that i can apply these skills into the main webtoon as well, tbh everything i draw is just me honing more skills so i can use them for cherry crush, so in my mind even if i dont draw cherry crush im still working on cherry crush, u know what i mean?? idk.. i think im just too cherrycrushpilled to function like a normal human being anymore, even when i go to the supermarket im still taking notes for my comic, despite it's absurdity i still take inspiration from my everyday life to apply to it but idk i think the comic just took over my life for the past 3 years and idk how to be normal anymore rip 😭😭

I won't complain today bc i'd just be freaking out over the webtoon launching this friday so instead i want to thank everyone so so much for being so patient with me and letting me vent and help me cope with the loss in my family for the past week, i often overshare bc i dont have friends i can talk about these things to and i dont want to rely on u guys too much for emotional support but people will still go out of their way to provide me some comfort and that's just insane to me idk .. i dont do anything but draw yaois and i have this massive community of such nice people idk what i did to deserve any of this so i want to thank you all so so much for being patient and kind to me this past year, i took a huge hiatus from drawing webtoon bc of burnout and chronic pain but never have u guys made me feel like i was less of an artist or a person for not being productive or drawing enough😭😭 the anxiety of season 4 flopping comes mostly from me being afraid to disappoint my amazing community, so i hope u guys can forgive my shortcomings for season 4, and thank you so much again.. i dont think i can ever say it enough 🥲🥲

That's all for the yap today i hope you enjoy these hole post and i'm sorry if this month's hole is a little lacking compared to the previous months since i'm just so swamped preparing for season 4.. The next patreon post will be Cherry Crush Episode 103 this friday so stay tuned for that..!! IM SO EXCITED BUT ALSO SO SCARED.. I hope you guys like what i have planned for it and thank you so so much again for your support during my extremely long hiatus that i did not deserve to have ... have a good day everynyan i really lav you!