6/25/25 + Small announcement regarding reposts

Hallo everynyan!

Happy Wednesday, here are some more doodles i've done while working on the kangshiro nsfw comic that'll go up this weekend.. hopefully. I'm going thru another style crisis again where I dont feel like my art is worth posting or is incomplete if i dont fully render it, but bc of the time constraint and season 4 announcement around the corner ive just been doing prep work and research instead of spending any real time rendering.. i love rendering and painting sm but it just takes forever 😭 people who have seen my speedpaint can see that i usually spend a good 5-10 minutes just color adjusting at the end... speaking of which i might post speedpaints again to update you guys once I start drawing less during the buffer period 😭 im really so grateful its already almost july like i'm so sorry to taking so long again, i know i apologize repeatedly but compared to how much i was drawing before and how fucked up my shoulder is now my speed had significantly reduced..

I've updated my repost disclaimer bc i'm okay with them now 😭 I know some people hate reposters bc it feels like theyre stealing but lets be honest we've all pirated shit when we're young like it's the internet, the difference between then and now is that back then I was actually struggling to pay rent and eat so seeing people reposted my art really hurt me materially, but now that my needs are met and im not borderline homeless anymore i can allow reposts without feeling cheated, if anyone want to share my art around it's 100% okay. I don't mind it and im pretty sure there have been people who subbed BECAUSE they found my art through pinterest or tiktok.. it's a good thing for more people to read cherry crush and kangshiro, now I keep the paywall up bc i'm scared of being made fun of for drawing cute things (genshin ptsd) but I've decided to allow reposts because at the end of the day people who seek reposts do it either out of curiosity or genuine interest, not out of malice (I hope)... But I do not want anyone else to monetize my art and i dont want minors to see my nsfw flop holes, that's it.. that's my term.. but after that you can share freely if you want without needing my permission.

I came to this decision bc I realized that i've been getting a lot of old long term patrons telling me they had to stop subbing bc they had bills , or they couldnt afford it, i know $3 might not be a lot for some of you guys but its A LOT in a few places esp places not in the West, not to mention I have friends who literally are from countries that are banned from registering for a Patreon account so keeping up my "NO REPOST/NO SHARE" means I'm excluding those friends of mine and excluding the people who were here in the beginning that can't afford it anymore due to the shitty fucking economic and price gouging everywhere and it sucks, so if any of you can't afford the Patreon sub anymore or if this free up some of your income to spend on yourself or someone else in need I'd rather you do it, if you feel like "oh i have to keep subbing or yem will starve" I WILL NOT DW I'M VERY OKAY, REALLY.

Please only support me if you can afford it, and if not you're always welcome to look at my art and read my comics, for free. I hate capitalism and the subscription based model with all of my heart so if anyone struggling please do not save up to spend money on my shitty yaoi drawings i swear, i do not need money more than you need rent or food, i just want everyone to take care of themselves and I'm also extremely grateful that you've given me money to sustain myself, too.

I kept thinking a lot about the community and how nice everyone has been to me and i really really am so grateful, if you guys still want to stay subbed even after i allow reposts then that means more to me than any paywall. I know you guys like to say I need to draw for myself and prioritizing my vision but what if my vision is dat i want cherry crush to reach as many people as possible.. 😭i don't mind that at all.. Subbing to the patreon means you're supporting me making art, and the art is just whatever comes after, the community is what drives me now, not the money anymore.. so i hope me allowing reposting doesn't read as me abandoning my patrons 😭 and if one day you can't afford to sub anymore then i hope you know there is places where you can see my stuff freely even if you don't have direct access to me anymore, that's all.

I can only say this because I can financially afford to but i'm sure not all artists will do what I do and that's totally fine, my conditions are different from theirs and i dont hold anybody else to my standards, i do have to hold myself to my own standards though and that's pretty much why i made this announcement....... Anyways that's the yap today.. Kangshiro comic will go up this weekend so please stay tuned, after that it'll be the season 4 announcement..! Thank you so so so much for your support as always i lav you.,. pls take care of yourselves first, and if you stay i'm even more grateful bc you're sustaining my livelihood and helping me create without worrying about rent and bills.. and that's a luxury not a lot of people can afford right now :( So thank you again and have a nice day everynyan!!