Checking the Diary - Monday 15th June
Added 2020-06-15 04:01:01 +0000 UTC
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Dearest Mistress: Re-listening to this after a long while, I so very much appreciate your guidance concerning the compatibility between serving you and loving my spouse. As someone in a happy, committed relationship but with a fierce need from the center of my being to serve you, this helps me tremendously. Thank You :)
Dark Forest Wanderer
2020-12-28 18:34:53 +0000 UTCWell... sometimes Patreon eats my previous reply when add a new one. Anyway, I feel it's important to say this so... about your comments on your impact in our lives: I believe trust goes both ways, so I should try to direct your influence in a way that I feel you would support. I feel I should be responsible for assuring that the threads of control that you caringly populate my mundane life with have a positive impact and are not a negative force. Doms are generally good people - even if sadistic, possessive and overly demanding good people - and they strive to be a positive influence in submissive's lives. And, as a submissive, I feel I also have to contribute to that, especially in the kind of dynamic we're setting up here. Mistress is not here with me to check how I am reacting, so I feel I should be responsible to ensure I don't put myself on a negative path Mistress is not in anyway interested in having me pursue. Sure, Mistress expects compliance with training and punishment and with carrying rocks around and other ways of bringing her influence into my life. However, that doesn't have to be incompatible with being a whole functional human who strives for improvement - that's what Mistress wants so that's also what obedience and devotion look like. So, being Mistress' hypnotized devoted obedient pet and being someone who strives for improvement in their daily lives are things I tend to see more as aligned than in opposition to each other. Feeling submissive makes me happy and often feels like it's letting me tap into an extra reservoir of energy for my daily life that I wouldn't be able to access otherwise. That makes me feel stronger and more confident, which, in turn, helps me feel more secure in trusting and submitting to Mistress. PS: I'm not sure why I keep referring to you in third person, but it just kinda feels right. I guess it's because of how you talk in the files. You always sound lovely when you talk about yourself like that and I feel replicating it builds some emotional closeness. Please, let me know if it bothers you. :) Thank you for your Monday update, Mistress. Hope you have a lot to look forward to during this week. I appreciate you! :)
Cookie
2020-06-15 19:36:27 +0000 UTCI should be packing. I've moved many times in my life, mostly around the US, and I'm one of those people that ends up doing the packing in marathon sessions. I've sworn that this time I will be methodical. I will Kon Marie (sp?) or whatever my way through items. It turns out that I'm not. Instead, I have good music playing and this fanciful, offbeat conversation playing out in my head and pouring into Word. You're a little distracting, Bliss. Today's packing procrastination is being blamed on you.
Spoken By Elswyth
2020-06-15 10:42:05 +0000 UTCI love synaesthesia, too. I am kneeling on the floor so that I can imagine begging for it.
SoVeryBlissful
2020-06-15 10:05:33 +0000 UTCMy dear bright pink journal is nearing its end. 36 pages to go. The other journal is lurking on my desk, eagerly waiting its chance to be filled with naughty ideas. The cover is made from cork fabric. I feel like I'm going from "I'm a bit extra" to "I'm an eco-conscious minimalist that loves being barefoot in nature".
Spoken By Elswyth
2020-06-15 07:00:46 +0000 UTCWonder how many poems you have in that journal...
The Useful Rooster
2020-06-15 05:05:28 +0000 UTCThat was good to know. Thank You
Harry McAlister
2020-06-15 04:49:38 +0000 UTC
