i go from
Added 2021-01-04 14:51:16 +0000 UTCfeeling what feels like everything to nothing at all
this numbness this choke
i want to love
i want to let it go
it’s a deep ache in my chest
the years i’ve spent emptying myself out
and never replenishing
the abuse i came to accept
the trauma i came to learn
you don’t deserve this anymore
