He cannot envision himself approaching another man, as he had just been tempted to in the weight room. He didn't know how to say to the 'intense stud', pressing a loaded bar, flat on his back, on the bench, "I find you very attractive and can't take my eyes off of your fucking amazing body. It is all I can do to keep from coming over and running my hands down your awesome chest, across your beautiful body as you lay on the bench lifting. I watched your big, thick cock jerk as you pressed 195 and your chest swelled, your abs knotted, and your meaty thighs tensed. I really wanted to come over and sit on your face as I swallow your big cock and work you over, determined to make your beautiful meat as pumped and hard as your arms. I was going to come over and volunteer to 'spot' you but somehow had this crazy thought that my thick cock and big balls hanging over your face as I 'spotted you,'{Man, your fucking body and big dick is driving me crazy}, was just 'too crazy' and you'd think I was nuts, so I watched you lifting and my cock got so hard, that I knew if I didn't leave I was going to blast my cum filled nuts all over you. I had to get into the shower quick, and 'cool off'."