Milo's Insecurities + blahblah

This is too relatable for me and the first time I had to show off my butthole, yikes.  (￣ ￣|||)
Anyway, I have some stuff to talk about so please read below..

..it's BLAHBLAH TIME:

Hello my darling patrons!    。.:☆*:･'(*⌒―⌒*)))

(Here's a song I've been listening to while writing this)

Those who have followed me through the years, through a myriad of accounts,
know that I tend to -vanish- from time to time and be gone for a while.
I've been having that itch again, this weird need to unshackle myself from
my artistic ventures and go live under my beloved rock somewhere in Norway.

Now, this time I want to try something new. I'm going to try not vanishing!

II need to explain something about *me* -- There's a voice inside
me that always tells me I'm not good enough. I'm not worthy of all these patreon subs.
All I create is -trash- and who am I trying to fool.
And sometimes, especially lately, that voice has become very strong.
This is why I vanish. When that voice manifests and become all I hear,
I tucked my tail between the legs and needed to get away.

HOWEVER! My partner, in life and love and everything else,
is very good at reminding me that it's not up to my <evil> inner voice.
It doesn't get to dictate when I'm not good enough.
No one is telling me I'm not good enough cept for .. myself.

So I won't vanish this time -

My mental issues have been there since birth, since my first cohesive thoughts,
and they will likely be there til I perish. When I was 5 and trained gymnastics
I was doing great, but something inside me told me to stop.
When I was 7 I won the school chess tournament, but again,
something inside told me I was garbage. When I was 12 I made
comics that a lot of people loved -- well, you get the idea.

So, as a TLDR at the end here, my Patreon will continue.
I might do more human stuff, more elves, more furries, I don't know.
I want to do more with the pink bunny.. but it'll be sporadic, I reckon.
This is getting rambly, my brain is wanting bed..nap..sleep.

If you at any point feel you've had enough, I love you for supporting me this far,
if you continue to support me, I will continue to love and bathe in your support.
No literally, we're saving up for a nice bath tub and you, my sweet saintly patrons,
are helping a lot. So I might actually bathe in your support one day, for real!

Thanks to you I can Instead of being in debt save a little every month
and that feels really good.  Thankyouthankyouthankyou <3

(´• ω •`) ♡

Oh PS: My telegram acct. is acting up and I can't seem to login.
It says I'm logged in already but I'm not. I think I would know if I was.
I might just make a new one but til then, please send me PMs here
or email me your inquiries.