"Daddy has corrupted me!"

Today is day 2 of my draw break.

I should start drawing tomorrow.

I hope to stream too if I can.

We will see what I draw on my return.

But I did feel like drawing yesterday & today.

(It felt like something was missing.)

The holidays are getting closer.

I always feel like it turns people crazy.

I know how I would celebrate the holidays.

And I don't compare my holidays to others.

I've had my fair share of bad holidays too.

I just hope it's less stressful each year.

I want to celebrate, but some people make me not want to.

It's another day, I will suffer the pain I always do.

Once I stress too much my diesease flares up.

After that I can't do much of anything but wait for it to stop.

I'm focused on surviving holidays, so I can enjoy the normal ones.

(I also hope I don't get into an accident with the icy roads x.x.)

I remeber very few times when holidays were fine.

It usually comes down to the food & people.

I'm having conflict with family before Christmas started.

Worrying about christmas is the last thing I'm trying to do.

Also I am using some of my favorite images to update break days.

I was also thinking about doing promo with some on Pixiv.

I would be displaying them again as a new upload.

Sometimes I may lump pages together to represent a bigger picture.

Althought it isn't the whole story, it feels like it is complete to the reader.

The attention I have been getting on Pixiv has been suprising!

Feels like I need to provide more updates than the other sites.

But I have to censor it a bunch so I can't share them too often.

I understand the system better and share more now too.

But it feels like I need to share more often than that.

I have reached 13k follows on Pixiv now. (this is also suprising news!)

I hope this can bring more fans to Fanbox. (it is a linked account.)

With these draw break I have noticed time to do more necessary things.

I was able to fix some problems I didn't know I had until this morning.

And these experiences carry into the artworks & storys.

I feel ready to go back to drawing tomorrow as well.

I've also noticed some issues with some art I've shared.

I don't know if I could've seen this mistake before the draw break.

I wanted to fix it so badly yesterday night.

But I didn't, I wouldn't let myself do any drawing.

(I'm also telling myself it's not wrong now & it doesn't need to be fixed)

Thank for reading & supporting, I think I'll color a page tomorrow?