"Play with me daddy!"

Updates: Max pages: 169, 131, 170, 169, etc. (some only update Axel's ear color)

I'm going to start using the tier artwork as cover art.

I think I've seen it done before and it's much safer.

If the post is for 2nd tier, why not use 2nd tier art?

I don't want to do this all the time.

But when I need a replacement cover art, maybe.

Sometimes I get posts suspended because of the cover art.

And I need to pick something more sfw to fix it with.

There is something I've been trying to do too.

I heard it up from a Charles Bukowski biography.

I'm trying not to try when making art.

But I am trying to understand that feeling.

I'm assuming It's not about effort, it's not forcing effort.

Sometimes I can draw in a messy way.

But the extra mess can add to the art..

It's like drawing naturally I think.

I can achieve this by focusing on drawing last.

I have this itch to draw everyday first thing.

But I have things that need to get done or pushed out of my mind.

I have energy & emotions that need to get out as well.

Once I have them taken care of, I start drawing.

When I draw naturally it feels like I'm in a different space.

I don't feel like I'm doing the best or the worst.

It feels like what would come out without trying? (I think.)

I can feel tired, and like I won't be doing any drawing soon.

But my desire to draw is still there in the back of my mind.

I think I just need to know the right time to use it.

Is this what he meant by not trying?

I'm not sure, but I do want the work to feel more natural.

I don't want to over-do or over-analyze things anymore.

This journal is one of the ways to take the load off first thing.

Exercising, cutting hair, take care of resposibilities first.

Once I start drawing I should have a new perspective.

I also think I will not stream for another day.

Doing it daily feels exhausting.

It also feels harder to make fans miss me.

And I don't think it's very impactful overall when I do stream.

But it is fun and helpful sometimes to have an audience to see my work.

(I think that's when I'll stream next time.)

I will be working on yesterdays work and polishing it again.

I also have lots of fixing to do for Axel's ear color on various pages.

Drawing natural does feel like it comes out a bit slower.

I can't always finish the way I want everyday.

But does that mean I'm making better art this way? (I did fixed the ear color.)

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P.s - I notice my Pixiv recieves more attention than my inkbunny, wow.