We have lift off!
Added 2019-12-06 23:35:21 +0000 UTCI just this minute finished filming the on-camera parts for FOUR SCRIPTS :D
I feel really excited to be back to work now. Just absolutely delighted. Really excited about getting videos done, very comfortable in my new editing suite I'm using, and just generally really up for the next chapter in what has so far been a bit of a mad ride for me.
I can't have done this without you.
Just a month ago, I was in an utter state. Looking back, I am VERY embarrassed about putting up the vlog I did when I had to take my entire channel down. Because that was a video for my subscribers, NOT the entire frigging internet as it seemed to become. If I'd have known the whole situation would blow up, I'd never have been so open about my feelings.
Equally, I expect the person behind the entire clusterfu*k would never have targeted me if he'd have known, either. He told people before it all kicked off it would be "yesterday's chip paper", so I think it was as much of a shock for him as it was me. I hope he's alright.
I haven't felt that bad in a such a long time. I'll probably talk about it a bit more in a vlog, because there's some things I wonder might be useful for people going through crap to hear, but for now I'm just thrilled to say I am back on track and working hard on my next videos. And there's no way I'd be here if it wasn't for the support I got. I can never thank you enough.
Watch this space!
Octy x
