Bye for now
Added 2019-11-14 19:35:50 +0000 UTCHi everyone.
On the back of everything that has been sent my way due to the IP troll, I'm closing down my Patreon account for a while.
Fact of the matter is, while I'm too unwell to make content, I don't deserve to be paid. I don't want to take anyone's money if I can't guarantee that it will be worth it.
I really do appreciate you all so much - but I can't in good faith accept a "salary". Much in the same way that when I had a "proper" job, I never invoiced for the days where I just didn't show up. It's not right.
For now, I have to do anything that might stop me feeling as bad as I am right now. I just became an aunt, and I want to stick around for her.
All I can say is, if people screaming disability slurs in-front of a bright text background and making up sheer lies about me had the slightest idea what depression feels like, they wouldn't do what they do. And I do feel like this time, those people have won. And I'm sorry. I really am.
I will try so hard to be back. I promise.
I fucking love you lot. You are incredible.
Sarah x
