My Ability is Fate Gacha 74 A monster

"Sorry to wake you up." 

Noticing his gaze, Erza wiped the sweat from her beautiful feet, slowly moving up toward her slender thighs, round buttocks, tight waist, large breasts, pointy nipples, slender nape as she lifted her scarlet hair in a sweet sigh. 

Every action of her movements was just too alluring, enhancing the charm of her lewd boy further, which made Kira crouch his body, turning his body as he tried to throw the demon within his mind. 

Yet, how could he do that?

The memory that he tried to push away resurfaced once again, haunting him, telling him that he shouldn't be hesitant, yet how could he not be!? 

His relationship with Mirajane was about to reach the next step, and she was about to let him meet her other sibling, her deceased little sister. Even though Kira knew the truth, it was impossible for him to explain what had happened to her little sister, as he lacked the words to properly explain what had happened, and give her hope when he wasn't even sure how to save her little sister. 

Also, wasn't it weird of him to suddenly say that Mirajane didn't lose her little sister?

'No, with magic, everything is possible.' 

Still, while everything was moving in a good direction as they were ready for the next step, Erza's interruption messed everything up. 

Unlike Lucy or Virgo, Erza was much bolder, and this made him vexed, wondering why he couldn't be loyal and control himself, always tempted by that heroic, yet lewd figure of hers. 

If Mirajane somehow cheated on him, then Kira was sure that he would hate her, and in the most ugly mind, he might even hurt her, beat the shit out of her and even that one that she was cheated with. 

If Kira could feel such intense negative emotions, then wouldn't it be the same with Mirajane? 

It would be unfair of him to think that Mirajane would think nothing of it and accept his relationship with the others without much emotion.

Such a reaction could only be done by a crappy harem story! 

Knowing what Kira had done, he was sure that Mirajane would be hurt, cry, and might even curse him, especially when Mirajane was about to tell him about her past, telling him everything, and trusting him dearly. 

So... how could he betray that trust? 

As Kira made up his mind, thinking of treasuring Mirajane's love, and cooled down all the heat on his body, he decided to face Erza, but as he turned and opened his eyes, telling her to stop, she was right before him, clearly about to enter his bed, intending to sleep together as she was naked. 

Gulp! 

The way she leaned forward, causing her well-shaped breasts to sway lightly, yet still maintained their perfect form despite the force of gravity that pulled them down, and her beautiful face that appeared so charming, yet contained an indescribable naughtiness, made his mind a mess once again.

Although he repeatedly told himself that he shouldn't do this, his body reacted in a way that made him hate himself. 

Coming to this world, even though he felt reluctant and even felt that it was dangerous, thinking that it was better for him to die, instead of living, considering how impossible it was for a normal person to live, especially with the enemies that could only be defeated by those who were related to the main protagonist, he knew well that all the struggle was meaningless. 

Yet, at the same time, when he saw those beautiful women that he only saw in stories once in the past become in a reality, deep inside, even though he always told himself that he wanted to have a normal happy family with just a single woman, he always dreamed at how it would feel to sleep with all of those charming women. 

Whether it was that charming, gentle, yet devilish Mirajane.

Lucy, that silly girl, who was always lively, yet perverted. 

Erza, that heroic woman, who was known as the unconquerable queen, yet hid a lewd desire within her. 

Ultear and Ur, a daughter and mother who retained their charm and youth despite many things that happened.

Even Bisca, the mother and the wife of a certain mage on Fairy Tail. 

Kira often imagined how it would feel to have them on his side, to hold them, as he had them to cry sweetly under him, and poured his semen deep inside them, impregnating them, which made his loins grow hotter and harder.

Yet, while he had such an imagination and even had such an ugly desire, he still knew what he should do and shouldn't do. 

This world was no longer a fiction, but his reality. 

While the special ability given by God might be amazing, it also had many limitations, and he didn't think that he had become invincible, so he couldn't force his desires on everyone. 

The moral, common sense, and even everything else from his previous life still affected him, and it was also the same as others, knowing that there was something that one couldn't do. 

Thinking and imagination might be okay, but to do it in reality was otherwise. 

Many things had to be taken into consideration, and he didn't want to live with regret, especially since he was given a second chance, and this time, he would make everything right. 

So—

"Stop this."

Kira took a deep breath, trying to think of Mirajane's sadness when he thought he would betray her. "We can't continue like this, Erza." Yet despite his words, Erza kissed his lips, inserting her tongue, like how he had taught her before.

Even though it had been a while since they had done this, everything came so naturally as if they had sought each other, clearly missing their presence, and when they pressed their lips together, it felt complete, yet Kira pushed her and looked at her angrily. "Did you not hear me?" 

"It's fine." 

"What do you mean it's fine?! Of course, it isn't fine!" 

Did she think of him as a living dildo? 

Yes, it was enjoyable, but he also had dignity! 

One mistake might be okay, but what if it was twice, three times, and it would continue till they no longer felt guilt from their actions? 

By then, they would really hurt those who cared about them! 

Also, while he didn't want to admit it, the more he stayed with her, the stronger his feelings toward her became. Yes, he might have her body first, but he knew well that her heart was still in a far place, and probably, it was still with someone else.

Yet, how could he accept that? 

While it was ugly, he wanted her only for himself. 

As a man, how could he allow his woman to be with others?

Her body, her heart, and everything were his! 

Love might mean that one should sacrifice for their loved one, yet as a man, his dignity didn't allow it! 

It might be unhealthy, harmful, and even ugly, yet to have her, Kira might even lock her, giving her a chain around her neck like a pet, so he could have her for himself! 

As a man, he realized how petty and cowardly he was since instead of being confident, believing in the power of feelings, he didn't want to get hurt, afraid to face his real feelings, yet this feeling of his... could he even expose it? 

The dark and ugly that wanted to make all the beautiful women his should be suppressed instead, as it wouldn't bring anyone happiness. 

Yet, facing his anger, Erza just clung to him softly and whispered, "It's fine... just do whatever with my body... I am yours..." 

Snap! 

Those words of hers made him snap as he no longer suppressed his feelings, and released all the monsters that he locked deep within his heart.