End 结束 終わり
Added 2022-05-01 04:49:54 +0000 UTC请各位用谷歌翻译哦
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Hello to everyone... this is a notice to say that I will be ending my FANBOX within 1 weeks time, and that I will also stop making NSFW art on my pixiv/twitter.
No, nothing happened to me, this is just my personal decision. I have been making NSFW art for about 2-3 years now- while I won't say that I regret the things I have done and the art I've made in that time, I believe that it was an expensive mistake worth 2-3 years of my time.
I've forsaken and given up many things to indulge in this naive, shallow pursuit. There are many R18 artists I've looked up to so far, and I always envy their talent and skill- and so I've deluded myself into thinking I was doing everything for the sake of being a better artist. FANBOX was my mistake- truth be told, I'm not some poor artist who desperately needs money or anything. Rather, it has distracted me from, and cost me something more important, my integrity not just as an artist, but as a very real person. Who knows, maybe its because of the army that actually brought me back to reality and woke me up from this nightmare. It's not often I'm grateful for being conscripted against my will for 2 years, hahaha.
And so, I've deemed for myself that the path I'm walking now as an R18 artist is a dead end. But I will not grieve this mistake I've made. I'm not especially talented- I've tasted more failures than I have successes, and whatever others do in 1 step, I must do in 10. I'm not afraid to fail over and over, and I will always clean up after my mistakes. Maybe I won't succeed, but I won't be destroying myself.
This is my restart as "kagi". I will not delete my pixiv, but I will stop my FANBOX and I will abandon my current twitter to start again. APRIL rewards will be uploaded on the post below this one. Thank you everyone for following and supporting me all this time. I hope to appear before you, better.
