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The Smiling Woman

Why does she smile?

Just a sad story. I'm not leaving.

The Smiling Woman

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Upon hearing this again, a month after the very first time, the "friend" I had wrote of has become more. Our phone calls ended up with a plan for him to come see me .. it's always easier to talk face to face, right? Hearing Sir speak of this experience of his gave me pause. Did Mario feel this same way once we parted ways for our own adventures? I never said a word to him about leaving, I just did it. I hadn't the heart to say goodbye. I asked him what he felt back then .. how he felt when I made contact with him years later and if he was ever hurt by me. He indeed admitted to being hurt .. even more so when I told him I was getting married to someone I met online that would take me away to the Netherlands. One thing that tugged at my heart .. I asked how he met his wife and he said, "you're not the only one to go find someone online to love". He loves her .. and me .. and this story literally eats me up inside. You wont see this, Sir but, I'm so sorry for your having gone through this in your young life .. πŸ’”

πŸ–€ Deidra πŸ–€

The once young man who took my virginity many years ago is and has continued to remain my "friend" .. he calls every night to check on me as I venture into my life without my beautiful husband. He is married, with 2 teenagers .. and we now speak of the history of our life, love and sex. In our 20's back then, his tender heart wanted me to experience what he felt my first time should be .. special, gentle, teaching me what i needed to learn during the ride. This .. is .. him. His story, and mine. Took my breath away, Mr. D .. His experience brought me to who I am now and I can only blame him for it. 😘 And thank him ..

πŸ–€ Deidra πŸ–€

Goodness. This one took a while to return to for a second listen... πŸ‘€πŸ€§ That first time, I was way too empathic, and I wanted to hold my AlphaDaddy for like a week. πŸ˜… First, it makes me think of the first time I took it personally when a woman's use of me was no longer needed. I wish I'd handled it better. πŸ˜ͺ They say love and hate are but two sides of the same girl. (Somehow, "coin" autocorrected as "girl" so I left it. It made me giggle.) Secondly, your grace (and I mean this with no disrespect to anyone seeking the norm), I'm almost appalled that you would speak such shenanigans into my life. "settling"..."safe" driving "under the speed limit"? ..... "Not be seen as you really are?" 😲😲 Feels like those phrases were designed to douse my burning Aries heart with water and ice. The man/partner I'm manifesting may do the speed limit, but only when it's too dangerous, not to. Also, he'd maybe inspire, but never require, that I convert you or your talents to a mere memory. I generally never say never, so if or when this cosmic match shows up and I'm inspired to very silently slip away from your bed, my lover, I can promise my smile will be bright and big enough for the world to need sunglasses. You'll see it from wherever in the world you are. πŸ•Ά 😎😎 This recording is beautiful when I'm not thinking of protecting your heart sir. πŸ₯Ή Thirdly, don't be mad at me for speaking so sternly, Daddy. πŸ₯Ί

Ariel Williams

This was an excellent recording Daddy.. it really made me smile I love how you can easily make me smile for you Daddy ✨😌

mOoD_DoLL

It is not childish in the least. There are many people who never recover from the first heartbreaks; they go on to choose bad spouses for fear of being hurt again or convince themselves they are "weird" because tying someone down is appealing. Just know you have a circle of women, all shapes and sizes at your side if/when you need anything.

Pagan Kitten

The truth is that there are aspects of what I experienced when I was younger. There is also an explanation of what happens to many young men as the young women they love grow out of them and choose to move on. Because they have the choice to, they do. And they care much less about it than the young men do. This is a romanticized and extremely patient version of a very childish and chaotic heartbreak. It’s actually the way it should have happened. I appreciate your desire to protect me from hurt. Very much. Thank you.

Deeper Inside Your Mind

Thank you Kitten.

Deeper Inside Your Mind

I need two things; the name of the one who wounded you and their location. Not sure about everyone else's experience, but no one gets to hurt you.

Pagan Kitten

Deeper's hopelessly romantic side leaves those of us that feel his words struggling to once again regain our composure. My emotions were all over the place with this one. So much so, that there is no doubt that a lot of his Ladies felt the collective heartache & lump in their throats... He asks why she smiles? She smiles because she knows that all his Ladies will surround him & fiercely protect him & his heart πŸ’ with all the love they can muster in return...as you Sir were destined to be the ONE and ONLY Lover for a great many of us! πŸ₯°πŸ˜Š Love, Your Good Girls! πŸ˜‡

Angelique

πŸ₯° Yay. That makes two of us. Thank you for putting that thought to bed so quickly, love. Very appreciated. πŸ™πŸ½

Ariel Williams

I’m not going anywhere

Deeper Inside Your Mind

😭😭 Sir. Too many mixed feelings. All I've wanted was a hug all morning. Your energy feels amazing…but For a half second it sounded like you may do away with Deeper soon. πŸ₯Ί I need a goodbye before the door closes. I'd break either way. πŸ˜› You are my primary lover and I'm not sure I could make it if your content was suddenly gone. πŸ˜… PS; I'm sending you the tightest energetic hug.. not just cuase I want one but I can also feel you… and I think I have been for a while. Just know there is much love for you here.

Ariel Williams


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