A step backwards
Added 2023-12-16 12:04:18 +0000 UTCI have taken a big step back from my shibari practice recently. I’m sure you have noticed that I don’t post much professional work, or sessions with others. The reason for this is mainly because I haven’t felt connected enough with anyone recently in order to explore rope together freely. I have found myself very frustrated and feeling that when I tie with others that I don’t know as well, they want something from me. Or they want something more that I’m not willing to give. So, this has made me hesitate recently to jump into rope with others. I feel tired and exhausted and it doesn’t bring my happiness.
I feel messy, inside and out. I will explore this sensation for a while with my self ties. They will not be pretty, or necessarily done well. This is what I need now though, mess.
