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BTS - Overall Update (Pt. I)

Not in the most eloquent or talkative space right now with everything that has happened, but I wanted to give you guys a little update. Splitting it into two parts because I ramble a bit.

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Thank you for this insight. Grief is beautiful when you really dig deep into it.

Brittany Neumann

Despite your worries of rambling, I find all that you've said to be incredibly poignant and important. Ultimately grief is not about the person or the event, not really. It's about you. That space that they filled in your life, sapped away. To choose to live in that space yourself, to put up scaffolding so that the walls don't fracture, is both brave and necessary. Sometimes I find myself returning to the little excerpt in the about section of your Skeletons EP release, and how you mentioned feeling so vulnerable there, too. A long-form poem about death and loss, in an album. I know you don't know me, but to face loss and take in the ugly is the only way I've found to truly grieve. So whatever comes, I'm proud of you for holding tight to the ship's mast despite the boat's bitter attempts to knock you free.

Scyren

Thank you for sharing. Grief is such a complex tangle of memory and emotion to process. I'm so glad you've been able to find catharsis in creating even if you never end up sharing what you've written with the wider world. Also, thank you for the Rilke recc. I bought The Dark interval <3

Xan van Rooyen

I haven't been mourning the loss of a 10+ year old friendship... Needed that, thank you. Also a good reminder to set up a creative system for myself so I can work through this/let it out without also struggling with the process. Is your masterclass still available? 🩶

Timber gray

So proud of you!

Iris

You're doing absolutely amazing and I'm so proud of you. Always here for you, love <3

Lisa S

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Zolte

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Xandrine


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