The Incubus System Chapter 926. Owned By Him IV
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Ruby’s PoV
Ethan shook his head gently, his expression softening as he spoke. "I only ask you to respect my boundaries," he said, his voice calm and reassuring. "I'm not asking you to change your feelings, and it's me who should work on changing your thoughts about that."
They fell onto the mattress. Ruby wrapped her arms tightly around Ethan, pulling him close to her. It was a hug unlike any they'd shared before, devoid of any trace of lust or desire. Instead, it was warm and comforting, like a protective cocoon enveloping them both. She could feel the weight of his body pressing against hers, grounding her in the present moment.
His body scent, a mixture of his cologne and his natural musk, filled her senses, making her feel strangely at home. She nuzzled her face against his chest, inhaling deeply, trying to imprint the scent into her memory. It was a scent that she associated with safety and security, a scent that she never wanted to forget.
They lay there, wrapped in each other's arms. The sound of their breathing seemed to fill the room, creating a soothing rhythm that echoed in their ears. It was a sound that spoke of intimacy and closeness, a sound that reminded them of the bond they shared.
For a moment, the rest of the world faded away, leaving only the two of them in their own little bubble of warmth and affection. It was a moment of pure bliss, a moment that Ruby wished could last forever.
"Tell me what you think, Ruby," Ethan whispered, his voice barely audible in the quiet room.
Ruby hesitated, her mind swirling with conflicting emotions. She wanted to speak, to share her thoughts with Ethan, but his next words stopped her in her tracks. "Don't lie to me. Please…" His plea was soft, almost desperate, and it tugged at her heartstrings.
She pressed her lips together, feeling a surge of guilt wash over her. Ethan's vulnerability was palpable, and she couldn't bear to deceive him. But how could she tell him the truth when it meant risking their fragile connection?
Her heart raced as she struggled to find the right words. There was a part of her that longed for Ethan to stay, to remain by her side forever. But there was another part that knew it was selfish to ask that of him, to hold him back from his own desires and aspirations.
Finally, after a moment of silence, Ruby spoke, her voice trembling slightly. "I… I don't want you to leave. I want you here with me, Ethan," she admitted, her words coming out in a rush. She felt exposed, vulnerable, as if she had laid bare her innermost thoughts for Ethan to see. She couldn't bring herself to meet his gaze, instead opting to keep her head slightly lowered. She feared what she might see in his eyes – rejection, disappointment, or worse, pity. But despite her apprehension, she couldn't deny the truth of her words. She wanted Ethan to stay, to choose her above all else, even if she knew it was unlikely to happen.
"You mean because I will be going to Olivia and Camila's place?" Ethan asked, his voice tinged with concern, as if he already knew the answer.
Ruby's gaze shifted away, a flicker of annoyance crossing her features before she sighed softly. "Yeah," she replied, her tone heavy with sadness. "Don't get me wrong, Ethan. I remember our terms, I remember everything you said before I agreed to become your servant. It's just… It's hard for me when I think I can't have you completely," she admitted, her honesty laid bare for him to see.
Ethan's expression softened, his lips parting as if he wanted to say something, but Ruby beat him to it. She reached out, her hand finding its way to the back of his head, her touch gentle and comforting. A small, wistful smile tugged at the corners of her lips, a silent reassurance that she understood, even if she couldn't change the circumstances.
For a moment, they sat in silence, the weight of their unspoken emotions hanging heavy in the air. It was a bittersweet moment, filled with longing and resignation, yet also tinged with a sense of understanding and acceptance.
Finally, Ethan broke the silence, his voice barely above a whisper. "Ruby, I…" But before he could finish, Ruby shook her head gently, her hand still resting on the back of his head.
"It's okay, Ethan. I won't blame you," Ruby spoke softly, her words a gentle reassurance to both of them. She shifted slightly, adjusting her position as she continued. "I know my position, I know what we are. I know I'm not the first one to come into your life, and it's not me you had the first crush on. We met after you became an incubus, after you already had that power. I was late from the start," she admitted, a hint of sadness creeping into her voice.
Ethan's expression softened as he listened to her words, his gaze lingering on her face with understanding. He reached out, his hand finding hers, offering a silent gesture of comfort and support.
Ruby closed her eyes briefly, a sigh escaping her lips. "So... That was just my wishful thinking..." she whispered, her voice barely above a murmur. The weight of her realization hung heavy in the air, a bittersweet acknowledgment of the reality they both faced.
Ethan remained silent for a moment, the quietude of the room enveloping them like a comforting embrace. Then, with a sigh of his own, he spoke. "I did have a crush before I became a demon, and I won't deny that," he admitted, his tone tinged with a hint of nostalgia.
"I know who she is. It's Emma, right?” Ruby's voice cut through the air, her words direct and filled with a mixture of emotions. There was a softness to her tone, yet beneath it lay a bitterness that she couldn't quite conceal. Just the mention of Emma's name made her heart ache in a way she couldn't fully explain.