secrets in layers of abstraction

this song begins with an unused idea that I started  on january 2 2018 (i didnt upload it to the unused music compilations because I knew i wanted to actually use it) in 2022 i began creating an entire song with that first idea i originally imagined this song being one with "histrionic and granted" and "details in numbercolors" . this song took way too long to finish, i would work on it every once in a while and i even almost abandoned it because it was getting kind of annoying and tedious. i also combined this https://damianantonojeda.bandcamp.com/track/dance-mix-10-12-17-510-pm-october-12-2017-2 which was something i made while at work one day when i worked at a music school. i also combined this  https://damianantonojeda.bandcamp.com/track/good-beat-november-17-2017 which i made on
Friday, November 17, 2017 at 9:57 AM. then i also combined this  https://damianantonojeda.bandcamp.com/track/damian-agarage-june-24-2018 which originally had a sample of ariana grande singing "quit" (i also sampled ariana grandes voice on the song "collar" btw")

the lyrics are a big compilation of things ive posted on facebook as my thought diaries

"energy culture into absolution
captures of headriver danceflow
all of a sudden
all of a sudden
all of a sudden
that I hold this key.. an invitation... an acceptance.. to the flower adorned
secrets in layers of abstraction
perfect energy - perfect chaotic order
Orange lace 17
taken to
captured
held
pink fleece orange fleece deep orange fleece orange tag identity realized is a crystalline handheld tower, a gem kept safe in loving arms, holding as all things precious are held in protection
numbers embodied as physical body adorned with flowers and touching the number blooming and bursting translucid magic dissolving the body and is just the discarnate perfect face in my arms
finding home as hyperexbeing into the surround space finding shelter in every detail and every story, subconsciously comfort being holding arms and inwarmth though orange magic limitlessly expending
first r orange sliding and touching reaching orange jadë§ at the tip releasing spores as orange string melting onto the whole body i am free i am free i am free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

i could spend days explaining every line in this song, and i polan on making a detailed post about what these llyrics mean beacuse they are very abstract and personal to my mind but ill do that another time. also i wrote these mostly in around 2019/2020