sadness - hurt
Added 2023-01-04 01:50:55 +0000 UTCthis is going on "old songs 2013". made this song after one night I went to the woods and tried to sleep there but I ended up going back home after a while cause I got kind of uncomfortable. this was in august 2013. the original song was much longer but I omitted a lot of it. I omitted this stretched out doom metal part (back then I really liekd doom and funeral doom) but now I find it boring. plus I always imagined having a female singer do some doom metal voacls over that part but that's just not interesting ot me anymore. the song also originally had a piano intro that was like the piano outro,and ai imagined the female vocals on that part too. I'll upload the original instrumental on my unused music compilations soon so you can hear what the song originally was going to be like. I wrote the lyrics some time in 2015 and only just two days ago did I finally record them. the song sounds much different now than how I would've finished it back in 2013. you can tell it's an old song cause I added a cringe guitar solo. for a while I always thought that the chrd progression.melody in the seond half was the saddest thing ever. I used to play it all the time on the piano. it still is pretty sad . I cant seem to find the original garageband session so I can't find the exact date but it was early august 2013. also the drum sound here is definitely not what I used in 2013, I changed the drum sound in 2017, but oh well
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When cold becomes so enshrouded of a memory
like the sound
The water drowns yet so far away is the other shore
and within nightwater, shrilling crying
just as the arms that tremble to reach
and hope is in the light of the moon against cold sound
though only if walked through water could hear crying
when it rains, in an open field
her voice somewhere so distant
and it breaks me apart
it tears me so deeply apart
she never came
