sadness - don't go

I don't have the ext date I started making this, but I remember it being sometime in 2013, probably around august or september. this is going to be a part of "demo 2013" which, just like I was making for 2014 and 2015, is a bunch of songs I never fully finished from 2013. this is ages ago. all the songs on this album were actually supposed to be for my other project "a nightlit poesy" (don't look it up, pretty embarrassing). these songs are cool though, but if I had finished them in 2013 I would have sung absolutely terribly. I had a huge mega idea for this album to even be a book and a movie. earliy autumn of 2013 a lot of my creativity went into this whole concept album I was making (and another album for anightlit poesy that didn't really have a concept). clearly I never actually finished anything but I don't want these songs to just be forgotten forever. 9 years later and I'm not going to continue the whole concept album with a book and movie idea. the songs that already had lyrics (and some vocals even) are still going to be exactly relevant to what they were (but I'm definitely rerecording the vocals). this song has no vocals because I never actually had any ideas for what they would be and I also like the way it sounds instrumentally. like an instrumental post rock song. whatever I imagined adding vocally to this in 2013 I have no interest in now since I think the song is better instrumentally. I'm also not interested in adding and changing too much any of these old songs, which is why I've opted to keep the same midi drum sound and not really "perfect" the song structure or anything. I don't think any of these songs need to be perfect and like I've talked about before that's a tedious and uninteresting effort, especially since I like to preserve the original essence of something that was made so long ago. unlike the rest of the 2013 songs, this one actually has new ideas, those 2 guitar choruses that have a lot of chords and are louder than the rest of the song I came up with in 2021 when I revisited this. I think that that was enough changing and manipulating the song as is. the original song had other chords during those parts (the drums stayed the same) but in 2021 I guess I thought it would be cool to add what I ended up adding, and now in 2022 I don't care to make any more adjustments to the song structure. the original song also had a really loud chatoic ending but I took that out because I thought it was pretty unecessary, I like the soft aspect of this song. "don't go" was the title I gave to the project when I started the file bacin 2013. there's probably so much more I can do with this song but I;m not interestied in spending so much effort on an old idea. the reason I want to release all these old songs in the first place is because I don't like any of my songs or ideas to be forgotten. which is also why I have so many albums releeased when it seems like a lot of musicians like to only release a select few of the songs they write. as of now this song is done and ready, but if I have time and the inspiration I might just do something else with this before the end of march, but that likely won't happen