eye of prima

where do I begin with this one. circle of veins takes similar feelings as what I mentioned in my previous post about Life, spring 2017. I made circle of veins in spring of 2017, and particularly spring 2017 had it's own essence in my personal life. none of these songs are atually "sad", none of them have even a little bit of negativity, if anything just wistful longing, but the colors are vibrant and beautiful , hopeful even. eye of prima started as just the guitars with no title or anything, the first riffs and chord progressions under the chorus. "eye of prima" refers to the essence of spring. true spring. the way I knew and loved it since I first lived in the northern US as a little kid and of course during this time as well. if you live in a different geographical climate I don't know how to explain this to you, but springtime is an indescribably beautiful season. for a while (clearly during this time as well) I considered that it was my favorite season of the whole year. I'm absolutely in love with vegetative life, I'm absolutely in love with rain, and spring has all of that. I love green plant life rebirthing, I love how it comes from true rain showers. I love rain so much. I love water. I could talk about water for hours and hours. I love the undertones of spring, how it's literally being born again after winter. every year spring feels like opening your eyes in fresh way every single time. not that all of the other seasons aren't like that too, for example winter is its own inexplicably beautiful eye opening experience, but there's something so warm and beautiful about springtime coming that feels really special to me, especially during this time. spring reminds me of very fond memories and feelings from my childhood. spring just feels like i'm floating in a dream. spring of 2017 felt like floating in these indescribable feelings. feelings that I could never convey in words because they're so personal. eye of prima is about the eye of spring. this essence of spring. I imagined a pure spring moment, uniform rainy sky, and I imaigined that the essence of spring existed as this eye, a literal eye rested in the earth, like in a pool. and this is the essence of spring. the feeling that you feel in every water. in this song I'm talking about rain, ascending into rain, flying. I don't know how to say any of this in words. and the ending of this song is some of the most magical music I've created if you ask me. I love the ending. i feel like I put all the energy and color and flying in that melody..