poppypari

A Quick Life Updates

Added 2021-11-18 19:07:32 +0000 UTC

Hello!

(a quick warning, I'll be mentioning briefly death and mental health, if you aren't in a place to read that, please skip this post ^^)

I apologize for not being so active. Last week, a loved one died. I traveled back to Austin to be with the community for a time, as well as for myself. Truth be told, this is the first time I've experienced a death of someone that's actually close to me. I don't really know how I'm reacting if that makes sense. I thought that maybe I'd just do more work to keep my mind off things, but I think I've ended up slipping a bit and stumbled so it's hard to pull myself together properly. Granted, I think it's also because of all this traveling haha. I took a flight as soon as I could and barely had any time to really sit and think and now I'm flying back tomorrow. All in all, it's been quite hectic. I've hardly drawn a thing and I can't seem to get myself to do so this week.

I won't go into too much more detail about all this. Of course, I miss her like all hell, but all I can really do now is focus on the now and appreciate what I have currently. I'm fortunate to have a community to be with. I'm fortunate to have the support of y'all and many others online as well. I will do my best to get back on track with Patreon work in the coming few days, but I ask for y'all's patience and understanding if possible.

Well, that said, I'm going to do my damnedest to get content to y'all as much as I can in the latter half of this month because it's fun and I want y'all to see the stuff I've been doing preliminary work on >:)))

All the best,

Poppy