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Sad Boyz Nightz #54 - "Jarvis's Childhood BFF, Russell!" [VIDEO]

⚠️ Content Warning: "Quiet On Set" Grooming, SA

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Sad Boyz Nightz #54 - "Jarvis's Childhood BFF, Russell!" [VIDEO]

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1:17:21–wow!!! That is so eerie. Nearly a year ago

Paige Reiring

"quiet on set" talk ends at 53:44 for anyone who wants to skip that <3

bryndis

the subtitles at 25:52 lol

Shadow

Lmao yeah

Lee U

I'm sorry but "if you're a tramp watching this... how?" had me on the floor laughing

Lee U

Thank you, and congratulations to you as well 😊. I hope you can keep pushing forward and obtain your goals. A quote I learned to live by at the end of my college journey was "Life is not a problem to be solved but an experience to be had" by Alan Watts. Good luck 🤗

The Dreamer

It's crazy how Lemon was letting Elon get away with saying literally everything, but at even the most infinitesimal level of resistance his brain began to visibly break down

Skiddly Winks

I'm picturing adult Jarvis being shrunken with the photoshop tool

Skiddly Winks

Congratulations on making it out! I'm finishing up my bachelor's and will be a first gen graduate as well. Also, what you wrote is beautiful--it can be really difficult to put things like that onto paper

Skiddly Winks

I also have heely’s, currently, as a grown man

Dean

Hearing kid Jarvis was CRAZY bc that’s what I sound like and I’m 24

Dean

"She strike me as somebody blessed enough to grow up in conscious environment. With parents that know 'bout the struggle for liberation and in turn they provide her with, A perspective and awareness of the system and unfairness that afflicts 'em. And the clearest understandin' of what we gotta do to get free" (Snow on Tha Bluff by J Cole). I used to listen to this song constantly when it first came out and it's still one of my favorite songs today. I'm so grateful to have an individual like J. Cole out there talking about these subjects. It was incredibly difficult growing up as a multiracial individual in Philadelphia and for a few months the suburbs of Philly. My family was poor and we lived in the hood for the majority of my life. My biological mom still struggles with an addiction to drugs and alcohol that she has had since before I was born. I'm 32 now. I have my perspective on race from the life that I lived. Thankfully I managed to get my B.S. degree in Kinesiology as the first and so far only 1st gen graduate. I've been living with depression since I was a child but wasn't diagnosed until I was hospitalized for mania when I was 21 for the first time. This episode dropped me into the deepest depressive state that I can remember and I took a medical leave from school. Thankfully my therapist and pdoc helped me go back to school 2 years later. I struggled with my racial identity for most of my life due to circumstances. I tended to be one of the only lighter skinned individuals going to public school until 11th grade. Then, I had an opportunity to get a better education by attending a school in the suburbs. At this suburban school, there were less than 10 total black individuals attending. I went from being called a white girl because of the way I "talked" to being one of the only black kids in school. It was honestly, a very confusing time. I saw many different perspectives of how others viewed me or my race. I dealt with a lot of racism before I even turned 25. Even though I went to a public university, that is actually located in the heart of the ghetto in Philly, I still dealt with racism in college. I had to educate myself with race in America and I feel like I still don't know enough. I know that my perspective is only mine and I can't expect others to quickly understand. There have been so many times in my life where I was the first black person someone ever had as a friend or even met in person. Those individuals I met weren't bad people for not having the opportunity to come across a black person until now. We do not pick our parents or where/how we are raised. Like they said in the podcast, there are individuals in this world who are not accepting racism exists because they do not personally see it happening in their own life so it's hard for them to relate. That is somewhat understandable, we do tend to be more passionate about things in our life that we have a personal connection to. That personal connection can be made by caring for and being willing to see the perspective of a friend or loved one. Sadly, some individuals prefer to be willfully ignorant or they just don't care. Sadly, not everyone has the capability to empathize and/or they truly do not care at all. I am grateful that there are individuals in this world who are not personally affected by racism but chose to educate themselves and spoke up on the issue. I wish there were more open-minded individuals like this in the world. I started with a J. Cole lyric because those words had a tremendous impact on myself. I remember being really upset with my biological mom because she did not provide me with "a perspective or awareness of the system" that afflicts us. I had to learn and grow out of the mindset I was raised with. The trauma I experienced growing up in the hood wasn't "normal" despite it being around me constantly in my everyday life. It should not be normal for anyone to be robbed 5 times before graduating high school. My family and I didn't have dreams or life goals and that was "normal". It was all about survival. It was difficult to think of the future with everything going on around me. We didn't always have food and shelter. I was actually homeless at 14 because of my mom's addiction. The majority of my family still live in the hood and are struggling everyday to make ends meet. I don't even know how to talk with my sister about race in America. The Black History we learned in school was not told correctly. I didn't grow up in a conscious environment. I would like to make the loved ones in my life conscious, but it's not an easy task to complete. Stay blessed everyone, that concludes my rant for the day 🙏🏽 😌

The Dreamer

It ends around 50:00 minutes for anyone else who needs it.

Silver

Funny thing about Elon's whole "conserving free speech on Twitter" thing is that no matter what reason an account was suspended, you can send an unsuspend request saying it's restricting your free speech and they will do it. My twitter account in 2021 was suspended due to a copyright strike and I could not get it back unless UMG themselves forgave me personally, but thanks to Elon not knowing how the law works I got my account back unbeknownst to UMG. He really has no idea how any of this works and is just doing what he wants

lio

russell has the same laugh (and vibe) of eddie, it was throwing me off the whole time lmao

Elle Smith

Just for future reference, can you do a trigger warning and time stamp for talking about grooming and CSA? I really wanted to listen to this but I had to stop because it was becoming too much for me. But if I knew when it was going to start and when it would be over, I'd be able to skip it. Thank you!

Coralee Snow

little jarvis kinda sounds like pete wentz but even smaller

ari farm

The little Jarvis voice warmed my heart

Luna Mercury_

ah yes not talking about things famously makes things go away

Beth Straubel

I stan college ASMR Jordan

OneofDani

racism is now officially over because elon told us to ”move on from it ” 🙏

milena

baby jarvis is insanely adorbs

ava

Young Jarvis has like the exact same “Hello?”

Will Dunkin

the jarvis lore goes crazy

Mercedes Blankenship

Dr Nelson Luther King sounds like a sequel to Ruthcanda Forever

Shelby Fawn

Elon repeatedly saying "We only have a couple minutes left" comes off like Ruben Hopclap in the new season of Fantasy High saying "I'm getting mobbed for autographs right now"

Dylan Roy

Well this is adorable. Jarvis's chosen family, assemble.

Sara Hilliger

cant believe we finally got to meet the illustrious russell. he seems to bring so much light into jarvis's life and now I can see why, what a nice guy :)

Rohey

First. I fkn win!

Ela Lovatt


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