Health Update (stream delay)
Added 2019-08-17 14:31:20 +0000 UTCHey guys, Martin here again
Apologies for the very last minute nature of this post. I was trying to hold out hope that I'd be feeling more like myself by today and would be able to go ahead with the patron stream as planned.
I'm still out of the hospital, have been for the better part of a week, but it honestly has not been enough time for me to recover to the extent that I feel comfortable putting myself in a streaming situation. I'm still very rough and honestly it's just going to cause me more stress and upset if I were to push myself today. I have a few follow ups with my doctor next week that I hope put me more on the path to feeling better/like myself, but as is I'm kind of a wreck both physically and emotionally.
I am getting better, I want to emphasize that it's not just me sitting at home feeling awful and getting worse. The medication I'm on has kept my pain and discomfort levels tolerable, but mentally - as far as stress goes - I feel like I'm at death's door. I don't want to push myself harder than I can go right now.
So until next time I'm going to have to delay the stream once again - and please do accept my sincerest apologies. I'm trying to be better at self advocating and at taking care not to push myself too hard and this has to be part of it.
Thank you for understanding.
Martin
Comments
Heal, your hurting and we love you. Heal and we can all wait. Being sick is awful and chronic illness is a beast especially when it bites you bad like it has recently. Try your best not to stress and heal. Love you Martin and Marianne and my heart feels bad you guys are going through a tough time!
Uriel grey
2019-08-22 12:27:43 +0000 UTCI echo everything that's been said above. Take your time, get some rest (both mental and physical), give yourself an opportunity to recharge your batteries and get yourself up to fighting fitness, and remember that we're going to be here for you no matter what :)
IronConsul22
2019-08-18 09:49:05 +0000 UTCThis is so important. Recovery is just as much about mental recovery as it is physical. Take all the time you need! We're rooting for you!
MaKaila
2019-08-17 20:50:32 +0000 UTCtake care, nothing make your viewers happier than seeing you at 100% so take your time
Dune
2019-08-17 20:47:42 +0000 UTCTake whatever time you need. Stress is a bitch and keeps lingering way longer than you think. What matters is that you're getting better :)
Gitte Nielsen
2019-08-17 20:41:48 +0000 UTCDon't be down on yourself for practicing self-care. It's a necessary part of life, especially these days when there's no shortage of things to stress over.
J. Gray Dingler
2019-08-17 19:55:18 +0000 UTCYour health is more important than a Livestream. Please take care of yourself
2019-08-17 19:50:13 +0000 UTCTake as much time as you need, your brain is as much an organ as any other and deserves just as much rest and recovery. Please never feel that you need to overwork yourself for our sake ❤️
Atticus Kronenberg
2019-08-17 19:16:59 +0000 UTCReally glad to hear you're taking the time you need and I hope you feel better soon!
Passthecass
2019-08-17 19:12:49 +0000 UTCHope you recover quickly and please stay away from death's door. ;_;
Cave
2019-08-17 16:39:22 +0000 UTC
