Treasure folder
Added 2023-09-12 20:18:37 +0000 UTCGood evening, tonight I have some free time before bed, so I decided to take a closer look at my activities as a creator and a model-photographer. And you know what? I realized that it's been a very long time since I last did self-portraits. It seems to me that the past few months have been mentally challenging for me - escaping from a very toxic environment, a long search for a place to live, finally moving, being separated from my loved ones, job hunting, and emotional struggles because I am not very resilient to stress. All of this has taken a toll on my life and my creativity. I also had to close certain chapters from my past, which I finally managed to do. Now I've reached a point in my life where I feel a strong desire to create - finally! And I'm not as afraid anymore. Fear was really holding me back. I can feel the growing frustration within me because I need to create. For now, I have to rely on the forgotten folder of self-portraits I took back in the UK. I was there for a while, but it was a creative time. I'm glad to be revisiting even those photos I put off 'for later,' and those 'laters' extended into a year. This means one thing - I'm getting back in the game.
