Evolution of Lumen and Art
Added 2022-06-21 13:43:10 +0000 UTCWhen you want to explore whats deep inside of you, change begins to blossom.
When you want to explore the world and all that it has to offer, change is unavoidable.
When you want to explore others and the way they perceive the world, change is undeniable.
The only way to avoid change is to stay exactly the same. To never look out another window, to never meet another soul, to never feel another's body, to never think a new thought.
Some may be happy staying the same.
I cannot. I have never been able to remain in place.... I eventually become restless and consumed with the thoughts of what I'm missing out on in the world. I begin to feel resentment towards the safety and love that keeps me in one place. The longing for more .....to know more, to feel more, to be more.... starts to overwhelm my mind.
I try to stay in one place for as long as I can. I don't want to loose what I have to gain what is waiting for me. But from my experience, I can't have both. I have to choose to let go of what holds me in the present and what's ready to embrace me in the future. Its both thrilling and torturous.
