June 2019 Summary Journal

Well this month was certainly something.

It's a month that left me feeling I could do more, that I wasn't doing that more, and despite everything i'm doing i'm still a small fish in  a very big pond surrounded by giant majestic fishes.  Basically I wanted to be better and I realized I haven't really grown that much

Not sure if anyone here was paying attention at me for social media but for the first half of June I was basically not posting anything Ahahah.

Anyways yeah. Due to several issues at my personal end, I was kinda juggling from motivated to just downright negativity black hole. It's nothing that's already resolved but yeah, just a general lack of confidence in my part I guess.  It's really ruined my sleep to the point i'm basically in an opposite timezone now,  and remains a problem despite me wanting to fix it and correct it in current time.

To the people that supported me despite all this and continue to do so . Thank you very much, it means a  lot to me.

And don't know if she's reading this but to the person who was there when I needed her the most, I really thank you to the bottom of my heart and don't know what I would do without you.


Sorry for that rambling ahahah.

In any case I came to grew to love making emojis (To the point they were basically all I made this month)  and want to continue making more. I just love to make all those expressions come to life ahahahaha. Would you guys be open to a poll of anime series to be a subject? Tell me your thoughts!

Been making this for a while now but I feel I really finally nailed the formula to make them look absolutely good this month. I'm really happy about it.

And regarding the wip in the preview , just in case anyone asks, it's Youmu from Touhou in her FDF 2 ( A Fangame) redesign. The designs there are really cool and if there's any fan of Touhou here, please do check it out and consider it a buy, it's really one of the biggest quality fangames out there.

Aside from that , trying to play more games in guess and relax in general. Been playing Bloodstained ( surprised that it's actually really good! ) and Devil May Cry 5 ( I pirated it but only bought it today XD ) . That's also been really a downer how I have this much games but have little time to play nowadays.

If anyone actually reads this. Thank you for reading. It's been a pleasure. And thank you for your support.