This is an original song of mine. It tells a story from my childhood, which I expand on in much greater depth in my upcoming book I’ve been working on that’s yet to be released (we will be sending a copy to you guys when it does!!). I also wrote a short bio many years ago on our website if you're interested but I've never really talked about my childhood.
As you can guess, this song is about my loving dad, who turned into an alcoholic. It was honestly quite difficult to record this song and every time I played it for Riley he got emotional too. My dad died of a heart attack when I was young as a result. He was a good dad, before the drink took over his life completely. It’s my first original song I’ve released and I’m looking forward to getting more tracks out there. To celebrate it being my first original track, I've decided to present this to you as my gift. If you click here, you can download for free.
Thank you for supporting what we do.
💜Elayna xo
Here are the lyrics if you’d like to have a read:
We left my daddy when
he held a rifle to her head
I wish this was a metaphor,
for something beautiful
A Tuesday afternoon she grabbed us kids from primary school
and threw us in the car, together we drive far
He said if she ever left him
he'd put a bullet through her head
and she were scared
and so innocent
On that Tuesday afternoon, I left the things I loved in my room
never to be seen again
Whisky in his coffee that's not all that I have left
Whisky is his coffee but he taught me how to swim
Whisky in his coffee that's not all that I have left
Whisky in his coffee and it got the best of him
For that time we couldn't see
my brothers and me playing happily so young, and naive
Until the yelling and the screams
we could hear from across the creek
then the absence in his eyes,
would be his goodbye
We left my daddy when
he held that rifle to her head
my brothers stood tall,
I watched her tears fall
On that Tuesday afternoon
we left the things we loved in our rooms
never to be seen again
Whisky in his coffee that's not all that I have left
Whisky is his coffee but he taught me how to swim
Whisky in his coffee that's not all that I have left
Whisky in his coffee and it got the best of him
I'm sorry mum for what he did
You did the best you could for us kids
And so the drink it took his life
Before he got to kill his wife
Whisky in his coffee that's not all that I have left
Whisky is his coffee but he taught me how to swim
Whisky in his coffee that's not all that I have left
Whisky in his coffee and it got the best of him
It broke his heart and he broke ours
But we still love you somehow.