I truly love this home so much.. it's where I've grown the most out of my entire life.. this balcony was home of many life changing memories. my heart hurts so much that it's not my home anymore. I've danced and sang and cried my heart out here. I had many long late nights staying up til the sunrise here. I journaled every day about my creativity here. I picked and chose every plant on my shelf. it's time to say goodbye.. I have been desperately needing this change, but now that it's happening, it's incredibly heart breaking to let it go. I will miss this life.. I have no idea where life is going to take me next.. I will take it day by day. I have no stability in my life at the moment. I'm kind of just saying fuck it and trying everything. I'm learning to dj, I am going to try to learn fire spinning, I've been rock climbing and roller skating.. I've been doing all these new fun activities on my own as well. it's freeing and liberating.. my sister said this is the coolest version of me she's ever seen which feels assuring of this new path I'm on.. just trying my best to heal..
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