I am so in love with this part of my life that has shaped me into who I am today.. letting it go is the hardest lesson I need to learn right now. I sat on this balcony with my best friend looking up at the stars and healed.. now I need to heal so many different parts of myself to complete the picture of who I am meant to be in this life. I am so grateful for having the time here. I don't want to say goodbye, but the time has come.. I am filled with many "what ifs" and wish I could go back in time knowing what I know now.. this life is so beautiful and yet so painful. I have so much love in my heart for the last half decade of my life. I am such a better person because of my experience with love. it truly is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all.. this is what being alive feels like. this is being human. it hurts. but I have nothing but love in my heart for everything that life offers.
ricky zjawinski
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