For weeks my reflection guided me, showed me how to sculpt and enhance my body, a reflection that was me and not me at the same time. Sometimes I could lie to myself and say that it was me calling the shots. Then one day it was me looking out of the mirror into the real world, and the thing that had coaxed me into becoming the blonde slut I became was in control. Maybe one day another girl will look in the mirror and I can find my way out in a new body.